Oops I Did It Again Rated R (shared fanfic with Dimitri and Vanessa)

"Since Kent raped me." She stated and wiped her eyes, "I know how it feels...to be forced into doing something demeaning that you never wanted.  To watch as the man says insults while he has his way and leaves you.  To act like its ok and move on or pretend too." She said quietly.  "The worst part is knowing that the whole fucking time...you were wishing for it to be someone else in a completely different situation.  And then..when its over you can't get that innocent part back...because someone...ripped it away." The words were so quiet and yet somehow still able to be heard.

(Should I edit hun?)

(sorry for late reply hon >.< <333)

Dimitri wasn't looking at ehr at this point, just staring blankly at the wall as he litsend to her words. The more she spoke, the more anger he felt rising withing him, but nothing of that showed on his expression.
"And yet here you are, just making it worse," he said as soon as she was done. He slowly turned back to face her, hate and pain evident in his eyes. "By doing this to yourself, you're not really helping anyone..."

(its fine <333)
Vanessa sighed, "I'm helping other girls Dimitri." She said quietly and looked away from him, not able to bear seeing the pain and hate that was fighting behind his eyes.

"But you're not helping me in the least."
He hand't meant to say that, but the words had left his mouth before he even really thought it through. However, he didn't try to take it back, seeing as it would be no sue anyway, or point. "Helping other girls by selling yourself like this?" he snorted. "Yeah, that really solves it all."

She studied him confused not sure what he meant by that, "Only way I know how." She said after a moment before standing up.  "And what do you mean I'm not helping you?" She asked as she looked at him.

"You really are pathetic... how the hell do you expect to help others if you can't even help yourself?" he snapped, quickly calming himself down as he looked away again. "You really think I'm ok with you doing all this? How the hell do you think I'm feeling, as my twin, the only person I bother to care about those this to herself? You honestly think this is only hurting you..?"

She blinked and sat back down, "I.....I'm sorry." She whispered quietly through numb lips as she twisted her hands in her lap.

"..."
He sat down infront of her, placing his hands over hers softly. "You're so stupid..." he murmured, not in a hateful way but more sad... and loving.

She looked at him with a downcast look on her face, "I know." She said quietly and gently squeezed his hands before looking back down. 
(I kinda want her to kiss him on the cheek or something XDD <<>>)

Dimitri stayed quiet for few more seconds, but to him it felt like years before he slowly moved forwads and kissed her on the forehead. "Yeah..."he whisperd and got up, heaing towards the door.

(*derp* i don't knwo what more to wriiiiiite Dx and lol, well why doesn't she then? ;D)

(uhhhh I'll write something then XDD)
Watching him start to leave she got up and grabbed his hand, "Thanks." She said quietly before she kissed him on the cheek, in the end he hadn't hurt her as much as he had done in the past and he had listened to her.  That alone meant a lot to her, it wasn't often she talked to him about Kent...or much of her personal life really.

(d'aww<3)

"Don't thank me..." he sighend, caressing her cheek again before placing a soft kiss on her lips. "We both know all i do i cause you pain."
With that, he turned and left.

(you got off Skype DX buut YAYZ HE KISSED HER!! *flails*)
Her hand flew up to her lips as she watched him leave, if she hadn't been confused earlier she was now even more so.  However all she could do was stand there like an idiot and wonder if perhaps there could be a chance...maybe.

(sorry, but it kicke dme out ;3; it's beign mean to me again Dx and yes he did... felt vanessa deserved that xP)

(mixed signals buahahaha *cough* sorry and ack, I'm sorry DX)