The sweetest little swans {Shared with Belle} (rated R)

Meg was packing up to leave school. She really didn't want to go home but she couldn't tell anyone why. If someone knew then it would get back to Jasmine and then she would never have a chance to be with her. Besides she knew that it was her fault what her family did to her they had told her so.

She needed to take a break. She pulled out her hair brush and began stroking her long brown locks. She didn't know why but this would always relax her. She zoned out as she stroked her hair.

Jack was practicing catching the the Golden Snitch and spotted Meg, brushing her hair. Jack tapped her shoulder and asked curiously, "What's with the frown, Meg?" Jack wanted to help and hopin' that he could help a woman in trouble.

(Jack this is was started for Belle... maybe we can do one together later?)

Belle walked into the dorm room to pack up her stuff and then, she saw Meg brushing her hair. "Hey Meg, you okay?" Meg was the only girl in their House to know about Belle having a crush on Esmeralda. And Belle knows about Meg liking Jasmine.

(SorryJack :/  )

(sorry i didn't see the shared fanfic in the title) lol

Meg looked up seeing Belle. She blinked owlishly not realizing how spaced she was. Belle was the closest thing Meg had to a best friend.

"Oh. Yes I'm fine." She told her in a monotone. While Belle know her second biggest secret, how she felt about Jasmine, but Belle didn't know about what happened when she was 13 or that it happened at least once over the summer, usually more.

She went back to stroking her hair looking out onto the grounds.

(it's ok Jack ^^ )

(Dani if you could add that its a shared fanfic with Belle in the title that would be nice <3)

Belle gave her friend a knowing smile. "Is it Jasmine?"

Meg looked back at Belle and shook her head.

She gave a soft smile. "No nothing like that." She told her calmly. She didn't want anyone to know what waited for her back at home.

Belle grabbed a chair and sat down next to her best friend. "Okay, then what is it?"

Meg sighed looking over at Belle. "Oh not much. I'm just not looking forward to the summer is all. I'd much rather stay here." She told her friend.

Belle nodded, but she got the feeling that Meg wasn't telling her something. "You do promise to write to me, right? I'll go mad if I find out that something exciting happen to you and that I'm the last to hear about it." Belle smiled at her.

Megs smile became more natural. "Of course I will. Your letters going to be the highlight of my summer." She told her sweetly. "Do you have anything planed for this summer?" She asked curiously.

Belle's eyes were filled with light as she smiled. "Yes, I do. My family and I are going to Europe! I've always wanted to go. I'm so excited. What are your plans, my fantastical friend?"

Meg uncontinuously pulled in on herself. "Nothing planned. I'm just going to be spending time at home with the family." She told her frowning. "Honestly there are two things I'm going to miss so much this summer." She smiled. "You and seeing Jasmine." She told her.

Belle got a huge smile on her face. "Oh, I almost forgotten!" She grabbed something from her robe and gave it to Meg. It was a moving picture of Jasmine, smiling and laughing right next to the lake. "I know it's not the real deal, but at least it's super close to it."

Meg took the picture with slightly shaking hands. She smiled almost in tears and stroked the face of the Arabian beauty's face.

"Thank you." She stood quickly and hugged Belle tightly. She kissed Belle's check. She then set herself on Belle's lap and held her tight. She snuggled her head into Belles neck. She really didn't want to leave the school. If she could stay at the school, all alone if she had to. But she would also love to stay here in Belle's arms. The only thing that would have been better would be if she was in Jasmine's arms.

Belle hugged Meg tightly and kissed her forehead. "I'm glad you like it. And who knows, maybe you'll get to be with her one day."

Meg looked at Belle tearfully. "Could I have a kiss Belle?" She asked nervously as she bit her lip hopefully. She knew that after leaving school it would be months until she had another loving touch. She just wanted to feel that again before leaving.

Belle gave Meg a soft, kind smile. "Of course, Meg." She placed a hand on Meg's cheeck and kissed her best friend on the lips, gently and softly.

Meg wrapped her arms around Belle's neck loosely. Her fingers ran through the other girls hair as she kissed Belle back slowly but passionately. Meg loved the feel of Belles lips they were soft, supple, warm and smooth. When her cousins and brothers rapped her their lips were hard, rough, violet, and unyielding. They made her feel sick. Belle warmed her stomach and sent tingles down her spine.

Belle had one hand on Meg's cheek and the other on her waist. Meg kissed with such passion, it was amazing. Belle loved the feel of her friend's lips on her lips. At least it was her best friend who was her first kiss and not some jerk. Belle pulled away and placed her forehead against Meg's forehead. She whispered, "Meg... You're my first kiss. I've never been kissed before."

Megs eyes widened at Belle's confession. She knew how important something like that was to a girl because it had been taken from her. A tear rolled down her check as she leaned forward and began to cry.

"I have." She sobbed out quietly. "I have been kissed before." She hiccuped as the tears flowed. "I didn't wanted." The words slipped out without her even realizing it. "God I didn't want to but I couldn't stop it." She sobbed as she held Belle. "It's my fault, I'm so sorry. All my fault." She sobbed quietly trying to get her breathing under control.

(i have to go to bed i will reply in the morning <3333333333)

(Alright, night  <33333 )

Belle put both hands on Meg's cheeks and wiped away the tears. "Hey, hey, hey, it's okay. I'm actually glad that you're my first kiss. It's okay, Meg, it's okay. It's not your fault. Shhhh, don't cry, it's okay." Belle held Meg protectively and comfortly, calming her down.

Meg clung to Belle. She just wanted to feel safe again. She hadn't felt like that since she was 12. Sometimes when she sat in her room it felt like she was suffocating.

"It is my fault! They told me so!" She continued to cry even with Bell trying to calm her.