The sweetest little swans {Shared with Belle} (rated R)

'Who told you so? What's wrong, Meg? Please, tell me." Belle was starting to feel scared and sad. She hates seeing her friends cry.

Meg began to get her sobbing under control though tears still poured down her face.

"My cousins and bothers told me so. They said I was weak and needed to be put to use in the only way that I had." She hesitated. "My body." She whispered. She felt like she couldn't breath. Her chest was tight, her stomach in knots she just didn't know what to do.

Belle covered her mouth with her hand. "Please tell me that they didn't..." But the look in her eyes confirmed Belle's thought. She hugged Meg. "Oh my God. Meg, I am so sorry. Why didn't you tell me? We could have let the Headmistress know and she could protect you. I could have  protected you. How long has it been, those horrid people hurting you?"

"NO!!!!"  Meg screamed as she sprang up from Belle's lap.  "You can't tell anyone!!"  she said in panic.  "I shouldn't have said anything!  Oh god what am I going to do?!?!"  If her family ever found out that she told even one person they would kill her. 

She held her chest in panic as she began to hyperventilate as tears continued down her cheeks as she began to pace in fear.

Belle got up and put two hands on her shoulders. "Okay, okay, don't worry,  I won't. I promise. It's alright,  calm down. I'm here, don't worry. As long as I'm with you, you're safe."

Meg took a deep calming breath bringing herself back under control.

She wrapped her arms around Belle holding her close her head again buried in her friends neck.

"I know."  She whispered softly.  "That's why I asked for a kiss.  I won't feel this safe until I'm back here at school."  She gave a soft sob.  "You're the only one that I know won't judge me.  That's why no one else can ever know."

'And no one else ever will. I'm always here for you, Meg. And if you ever need something, call me and I'll ask my parents if you can stay with us for awhile. Saying that you got into a huge fight with your parents and that you really need a close friend. I will always be there for you." Belle kissed Meg's forehead and held her close, afraid of letting her go.

Meg held Belle tighter. "I can't do that. If I ask to leave to be with you they'll know." She said in a terrified whisper. "They always know. No mater what I do." She clung to Belle as she began to feel her legs go weak. She released Belle not wanting to bring her down with her where she sat on the floor in a crying heep.

Belle sat down onto the ground next to Meg, her arms around her and Belle's head on her head. "Hey, we have one more day untill we are sent home. Let's just forget about them, just for a few hours, okay love? We'll forget about your family and what they've done to you. How about we do something. We can have a dance party, play cards, watch a movie, you name it. You can pick whatever you want us to do."

Meg rested her head on Belle shoulder cuddling close to her friend. "Will you just hold me for a little while?" The tears came much slower now only rolling slowly down her checks.

"Of course. Just tell me when you want to do something else, okay?" Belle said as the two girls cuddled together.

Meg nodded. She blushed slightly. This was the most loved she felt in a long time. She needed more of this loved feeling.

"Will you kiss me again? I just want to feel that warmth again before I have to go home to..." She trailed of with a light chock.

Belle smiled. "Meg, I would do anything for you. You're wonderful, funny, smart, and beautiful. You're my best friend." And Belle kissed Meg again, just like their first kiss, but better.

Meg blushed even redder then before at Belle's compliments. When Belle placed her lips on Meg she again felt the warmth course through her belly and up her spin. She wove her fingers into her friends soft chocolate brown tresses. She remembered how her brothers had invaded her mouth with their tongues. And she now wondered what that would feel like without the incredible need to vomit.

She opened her mouth slightly and licked experimentally against the seam of Belles lips.

Even though Belle was surprised at first, her opened her mouth a little, letting Meg's tongue go inside.

Megs tongue moved slowly into Belle's mouth. She moved against the roof of Belle's mouth and over the other woman's tongue. She pulled back slightly afraid she had over stepped.

"Is this ok?" She was slightly breathless with fear. "I know how much you love Esmeralda." She looked a bit tearful.

Belle nodded. "It's ok, Meg. Yes, I love Esme, but this is o.k.," Belle said as she placed a hand on Meg's cheek. Meg's kisses were special and amazing. They only kissed two times, but both times were amazing.

Meg smiled gratefully. "Belle?" She asked softly. "Will you do me a favor?" She looked down and way. "Will you make me feel like a first time is supposed to feel like? I can't..." she hesitated. "I can't go home not having felt what a first time is supposed to feel like." She looked up at Belle pleadingly.

(If you don't want to do this I will edit or have Belle say she isn't ready for that)

Belle looked at Meg's eyes. "Meg, you're wonderful and kind and amazing, but I'm not ready. I promised myself that I'll wait untill I was married. I'm so sorry Meg, but I can't."  Belle feels guilty and horrible. She promised Meg that she'll protect her, but she just wasn't ready for this. Yes, she loves Meg, but she just isn't ready.

Meg smiled understandingly. She leaned forward kissing Belles lips kindly. "I understand Belle. If I had a choice I would have waited too. Just hold me and tell me you love me." She cuddled back into Belles body for comfort.

Belle held Meg and whispered, "I love you, Meg. You're so kind, and amazing, and wonderful, and beautiful, I just know that you'll find your special someone soon. Maybe next year. Or during this summer.You never know." She kissed Meg on the lips and then she had her head on Meg's head.

"Thank you." Meg mumbled. She hadn't realized how much her eyes hurt and itched from all the crying. Her head was throbbing but she knew she had to tell Belle everything or she would never tell anyone.

"Thirteen." She said in a whisper. "It started the summer after second year right after I turned thirteen. My family had a party for my birthday. All my family was there, my cousins and all 5 of my older brothers. After opening all my gifts and after most of the older family members left they told me that now they were going to make me a real woman." Her lip trembled slightly. "My oldest brother was 25 at the time, my cousins and brothers took me up to my room. They locked the door and placed a silencing spell on the room." She closed her eyes trying to be calm. "They told me to strip. I said no. They then ripped my dress off leaving me in just my underwear. My youngest brother was 16 at the time and he pushed his tongue into my mouth. I think they decided earlier that my brothers got first 'Dibs'." She said calmly as if stating facts rather then talking about a traumatic event. "My other brothers then began grabbing at my breasts, underwear and rear." I didn't know what to do." She said distantly.

Belle's eyes widened. "Oh my God. Meg, that's horrible! Doesn't your mum or dad know?"

"Daddy doesn't care." She said simply. "Mom said if I was too weak to stop them I deserved it. They both told me that if I told anyone else I would bring eternal shame onto the family and they would kill me if I ever let that shame out into the world." She told her simply.

"All of my cousins and brothers made me do such vile things. All twelve of them (5 brothers, 7 cousins from both sides). They made me..." She hesitated as she felt bile rise in her throat at the things they made her to. "After that first time they would all get together over the summer and have there fun with me at least five or six times before the school year started up. Over the Christmas break my brother get me all to themselves." She gave a slight sob.

Belle hugged Meg tightly. "Oh my God. You're not weak. Dealing with this bullshit since you were thirteen, you're strong. A warrior. If only..." Belle got an idea. "Wait, I know! What if you come with me to Europe? My parents would be fine with it and if we say that I was aloud to bring a friend, there is no way that they can say no. My family is one of the most famous wizards in the wizard world, they can't say no!" Belle looked into Meg's eyes. "I promise that I'll keep you safe. I promise with all my heart."